A lost sheep

It has been long since I updated this blog, well the difference between this post and the post earlier is that I'm not in Clayton anymore, I'm back in Malaysia! Transferred to their Sunway campus for almost half a year because of various issues and reasons that I came around and decided to make a change, but it proved to be a reckless decision though. Haha

Someone asked if I'm regretted of transferring to Malaysia from Australia. Well, my answer is somehow contradicted, it can be a yes and it can also be a no. First the no, I'm not regretted since I'm in Malaysia and can easily fly back to my hometown, Kuching even there's only a week holiday, comparing to staying in Clayton, and also, I can call back frequently due to the low cost of calling rate since I'm still in Malaysia, my home country. Moreover, I don't have to cook myself, buying things like aunties keep comparing the prices and at most keep converting by 3, disgusting, and still enjoying luxurious food at a lot lower cost comparing to the cost of the same food that offer in Australia (that I can't afford to eat them in Australia every time). To add in, not regretted also in terms of saving money.

While for the yes, I'm regretted and rather disappointed of the campus here in Malaysia, not because it's a lousy campus, but due to my own problem that keep comparing the main campus with the sub(little) campus here, everything is limited, and some ( I don't mean all) of the teaching staffs are really not so good in lecturing, maybe they have their own potential in areas of researching or what, but please don't teach, it's hard to understand what they want to imply, that caused me ended up dreaming, sleeping or even skipping lectures! Well, I know it's my own problem and wrong to not to pay attention, to not have the BIG PATIENCE to listen to their lectures, feel really impressed by those who can actually cope up with and understand their lecture. To be honest, it's better to listen to the online lecture from Clayton somehow even though the chinese lecturer from Clayton couldn't express herself well ( think the lecturer here even worse!), at least still clearly understand what she wanted to say or imply.

Lastly, my semester is coming to an end, and I'm going to be in my 2nd year, but not knowing where to go yet since the campus here does not offer civil, maybe considering going back (Aussie is pretty high recently =( ) or transferring to other universities.