光说没用，行动是真

今天突然好有兴致，就到荒废已久的部落格里涂鸦一番。

想说好久没写文章，使用标准华语，中文表达能力变得好生疏。

就快大四了，日子还是和从前一样，唯一不同的是我找到了一个舒发压力的好去处，别人到夜店喝酒买醉舒发一个星期下来紧绷的心情（我也想去，只怕买不起醉，荷包穿孔），而我则有幸的让我遇上了健身房，给我一个放松身心，发泄压力的一个好去处！哈

时间匆匆，感觉在用不了多久就可以修完我这土木工程的学士，到时我会松一口气吧？想说漫长的四年我终于熬过了，但毕业真的值得期待，高兴吗？最近常听人说毕业等于修业，个人觉得并无道理，现今大学生满街都是，雇主招聘的条件也愈来愈高，竞争也相对的激烈，成绩平平的我能争取到这一席之地吗？还是会被践踏的体无完肤？毕业真的好吗？如果毕业后要在澳洲打拼，就得先突破重重难关，得取得手续繁杂的永久居民权，取得一份工作，先撇开居民权不说，如果能取得一份正当与所修学士相关联的工作的话，居民权并不难取，但工作就容易取得吗？想问我说，我真的准备好了吗？我能不能在面试工作时压抑那紧绷的神经，畅快地表达自我，能不能赢得面试者的赏识和获得工作后我能不能够保持，从中升华？种种的难关我能不能过都一一化解？

22岁了，我的却是比以前成熟，但成熟是不是也意味我长大了？我做好负起一切责任的准备了吗？在外国读书我的却学会了独立，不会每天都在角落哭泣想家，但我却还学不会自立，学费、住宿费、膳食费等都还花着父母辛苦挣取的血汗钱，时常想说要找一份兼职工作，但大多只在心里想想、口头上说说，实践的不多。虽说自己知道该怎么做去改变这一切，但知道归知道，行动了吗？记得初中时，数学试卷后面总有一段话 “光说没用，行动是真”。这样的我真的做好面对社会的准备吗？

Yeah, finished our last paper last Thursday and decided to go for a movie at Hoyts Chadstone~

And we went to the Brighton beach to chill :)

Short and simple :P

Random FOOD

Yes, it's me again. Again, I left my blog unattended for months and months, instead of updating how I am recently, I'll upload some pictures of the food I'd been eating for the past few months because I'm hungry, of course not the one I cooked, but those delicious one I ate outside :)

*Only part of them here

Western food near Flinders St?

Greek food

HK style Hot pot @ China town

Korean BBQ @ King St


Laksa King@Flemington


Fish and chips @ Geelong


Ferrari @ Lygon St


Chinese food @ Chinatown

Back to Kangaroo land

Finally I got the mood to update my blogger.

Okay, this is how am I recently, the first thing is i'm back to where I started my Uni, Monash Clayton instead of Monash Sunway, after a semester of transferring to Sunway. Honestly, it was good to back to Malaysia, ignoring the campus, because you're being called a local, not an international like here, you get to eat out everyday and enjoy the delicious food you can without considering the cost =p and luckily I met a lot of sincere and cute friends, love them all and surely miss them a lot =)

Back to the topic that I am back to Melb, the things and scenes here are still the same, only a minority of them changed due to constructions and blah blah. One thing that is different is that there's an increased amount of my friends are here, and going to be here next year, guess this fixed my homesickness.

Furthermore, I came back here since 11th July since I need to do the enrolments stuff, to join the enrolment day on the 12th July. Since i'm being exempted for orientation, I got a two weeks free before the Uni starts, that was at 24th July, i'm seriously going to rust if I do nothing but walk to Uni or stay at home everyday, but luckily Jason and his parents came, and I get to join them playing and eating around the city and even stayed in the city, leaving my room in Clayton that I been just staying for a night empty for a whole week! It was awkward at first since his parents treated me for the food and other stuffs, that I don't need to waste a penny >.<, they are really good and generous people, I like them, thank you auntie, uncle and Jason! haha!

Oh, there's something I missed, it's about my area of study, since we need to choose our major during the 2nd year, branch selection. I've been successfully enrolled in the Civil field, and glad to know that my old friends are in there too, cool, better than you get into a course that you know no one and need to start fresh to meet people again =D

Melbourne's winter this year isn't that cold if compared to the winter last year, it's just like Spring, love it so much since there's flower blooming, and medium and nice temperature when the sun comes out.

A lost sheep

It has been long since I updated this blog, well the difference between this post and the post earlier is that I'm not in Clayton anymore, I'm back in Malaysia! Transferred to their Sunway campus for almost half a year because of various issues and reasons that I came around and decided to make a change, but it proved to be a reckless decision though. Haha

Someone asked if I'm regretted of transferring to Malaysia from Australia. Well, my answer is somehow contradicted, it can be a yes and it can also be a no. First the no, I'm not regretted since I'm in Malaysia and can easily fly back to my hometown, Kuching even there's only a week holiday, comparing to staying in Clayton, and also, I can call back frequently due to the low cost of calling rate since I'm still in Malaysia, my home country. Moreover, I don't have to cook myself, buying things like aunties keep comparing the prices and at most keep converting by 3, disgusting, and still enjoying luxurious food at a lot lower cost comparing to the cost of the same food that offer in Australia (that I can't afford to eat them in Australia every time). To add in, not regretted also in terms of saving money.

While for the yes, I'm regretted and rather disappointed of the campus here in Malaysia, not because it's a lousy campus, but due to my own problem that keep comparing the main campus with the sub(little) campus here, everything is limited, and some ( I don't mean all) of the teaching staffs are really not so good in lecturing, maybe they have their own potential in areas of researching or what, but please don't teach, it's hard to understand what they want to imply, that caused me ended up dreaming, sleeping or even skipping lectures! Well, I know it's my own problem and wrong to not to pay attention, to not have the BIG PATIENCE to listen to their lectures, feel really impressed by those who can actually cope up with and understand their lecture. To be honest, it's better to listen to the online lecture from Clayton somehow even though the chinese lecturer from Clayton couldn't express herself well ( think the lecturer here even worse!), at least still clearly understand what she wanted to say or imply.

Lastly, my semester is coming to an end, and I'm going to be in my 2nd year, but not knowing where to go yet since the campus here does not offer civil, maybe considering going back (Aussie is pretty high recently =( ) or transferring to other universities.