Here goes nothing

Okay, I know it's long I didn't update my blog and almost every time when I post a new article I always said so...

Well, I'm still having my holidays break for almost half a year by now and nothing change much because guess what! I've been staying at home for most of the time, but sometimes do will go out for breakfast, lunch or even dinner with my friends and classmates that are still in their holidays too, but some of them have find a job or a well scheduled holiday planning, left only me the useless ones keep facing the damn boring internet and TV the whole day due to the fcuking application thingy. It doesn't meant that I didn't ever think of making good use of my holidays, it just that whenever I think of wanting to do something, i'll always stop at the thinking part without carrying it out~ e.g.: Like I said before that I wanted to self study for IELTS and I went to buy or borrow some reference books right? But after I got them, they were place aside almost for weeks without touching them or even starting yet!! Would you believe that?? XDD

Another things that I learned recently is don't ever believe what Norman said because at the beginning of March he jio me to learn hapkido and said that he would call me as soon as possible but no news was heard since then =..= Facts tell us that promises are all bullshits! ahahaa

Follow on, my parents keep asking me how was my uni's application things been going on and whenever they saw an advertisement or two from the newspaper they would always asked me to try to apply for this or that local uni or college cause they thought that my result isn't qualified for others school maybe because I act so disappointing after I received my result. My result really disappointed me a lot but I must clear my situation that I'm still not in the worst one yet cause I can at least apply for the uni I want and get into their degrees but not medicine or pharmacy of course! They insulted me without their own intention when they asked me about these and since you called me to apply the schools by my own at the very first place without caring, why would you care by now then? I've been doing many things on my own without their helps not because I want to just because they don't care since don't know when. But i'm glad to be like this cause i'm not like some others people who are babied by their parents, depend their parents in everything even though they are adults themselves and most will have a snobbish behavior, like to show off in front of others, just like those children in China now, but there are exceptions too =)