光说没用，行动是真

今天突然好有兴致，就到荒废已久的部落格里涂鸦一番。

想说好久没写文章，使用标准华语，中文表达能力变得好生疏。

就快大四了，日子还是和从前一样，唯一不同的是我找到了一个舒发压力的好去处，别人到夜店喝酒买醉舒发一个星期下来紧绷的心情（我也想去，只怕买不起醉，荷包穿孔），而我则有幸的让我遇上了健身房，给我一个放松身心，发泄压力的一个好去处！哈

时间匆匆，感觉在用不了多久就可以修完我这土木工程的学士，到时我会松一口气吧？想说漫长的四年我终于熬过了，但毕业真的值得期待，高兴吗？最近常听人说毕业等于修业，个人觉得并无道理，现今大学生满街都是，雇主招聘的条件也愈来愈高，竞争也相对的激烈，成绩平平的我能争取到这一席之地吗？还是会被践踏的体无完肤？毕业真的好吗？如果毕业后要在澳洲打拼，就得先突破重重难关，得取得手续繁杂的永久居民权，取得一份工作，先撇开居民权不说，如果能取得一份正当与所修学士相关联的工作的话，居民权并不难取，但工作就容易取得吗？想问我说，我真的准备好了吗？我能不能在面试工作时压抑那紧绷的神经，畅快地表达自我，能不能赢得面试者的赏识和获得工作后我能不能够保持，从中升华？种种的难关我能不能过都一一化解？

22岁了，我的却是比以前成熟，但成熟是不是也意味我长大了？我做好负起一切责任的准备了吗？在外国读书我的却学会了独立，不会每天都在角落哭泣想家，但我却还学不会自立，学费、住宿费、膳食费等都还花着父母辛苦挣取的血汗钱，时常想说要找一份兼职工作，但大多只在心里想想、口头上说说，实践的不多。虽说自己知道该怎么做去改变这一切，但知道归知道，行动了吗？记得初中时，数学试卷后面总有一段话 “光说没用，行动是真”。这样的我真的做好面对社会的准备吗？

Yeah, finished our last paper last Thursday and decided to go for a movie at Hoyts Chadstone~

And we went to the Brighton beach to chill :)

Short and simple :P

Random FOOD

Yes, it's me again. Again, I left my blog unattended for months and months, instead of updating how I am recently, I'll upload some pictures of the food I'd been eating for the past few months because I'm hungry, of course not the one I cooked, but those delicious one I ate outside :)

*Only part of them here

Western food near Flinders St?

Greek food

HK style Hot pot @ China town

Korean BBQ @ King St


Laksa King@Flemington


Fish and chips @ Geelong


Ferrari @ Lygon St


Chinese food @ Chinatown

Back to Kangaroo land

Finally I got the mood to update my blogger.

Okay, this is how am I recently, the first thing is i'm back to where I started my Uni, Monash Clayton instead of Monash Sunway, after a semester of transferring to Sunway. Honestly, it was good to back to Malaysia, ignoring the campus, because you're being called a local, not an international like here, you get to eat out everyday and enjoy the delicious food you can without considering the cost =p and luckily I met a lot of sincere and cute friends, love them all and surely miss them a lot =)

Back to the topic that I am back to Melb, the things and scenes here are still the same, only a minority of them changed due to constructions and blah blah. One thing that is different is that there's an increased amount of my friends are here, and going to be here next year, guess this fixed my homesickness.

Furthermore, I came back here since 11th July since I need to do the enrolments stuff, to join the enrolment day on the 12th July. Since i'm being exempted for orientation, I got a two weeks free before the Uni starts, that was at 24th July, i'm seriously going to rust if I do nothing but walk to Uni or stay at home everyday, but luckily Jason and his parents came, and I get to join them playing and eating around the city and even stayed in the city, leaving my room in Clayton that I been just staying for a night empty for a whole week! It was awkward at first since his parents treated me for the food and other stuffs, that I don't need to waste a penny >.<, they are really good and generous people, I like them, thank you auntie, uncle and Jason! haha!

Oh, there's something I missed, it's about my area of study, since we need to choose our major during the 2nd year, branch selection. I've been successfully enrolled in the Civil field, and glad to know that my old friends are in there too, cool, better than you get into a course that you know no one and need to start fresh to meet people again =D

Melbourne's winter this year isn't that cold if compared to the winter last year, it's just like Spring, love it so much since there's flower blooming, and medium and nice temperature when the sun comes out.

A lost sheep

It has been long since I updated this blog, well the difference between this post and the post earlier is that I'm not in Clayton anymore, I'm back in Malaysia! Transferred to their Sunway campus for almost half a year because of various issues and reasons that I came around and decided to make a change, but it proved to be a reckless decision though. Haha

Someone asked if I'm regretted of transferring to Malaysia from Australia. Well, my answer is somehow contradicted, it can be a yes and it can also be a no. First the no, I'm not regretted since I'm in Malaysia and can easily fly back to my hometown, Kuching even there's only a week holiday, comparing to staying in Clayton, and also, I can call back frequently due to the low cost of calling rate since I'm still in Malaysia, my home country. Moreover, I don't have to cook myself, buying things like aunties keep comparing the prices and at most keep converting by 3, disgusting, and still enjoying luxurious food at a lot lower cost comparing to the cost of the same food that offer in Australia (that I can't afford to eat them in Australia every time). To add in, not regretted also in terms of saving money.

While for the yes, I'm regretted and rather disappointed of the campus here in Malaysia, not because it's a lousy campus, but due to my own problem that keep comparing the main campus with the sub(little) campus here, everything is limited, and some ( I don't mean all) of the teaching staffs are really not so good in lecturing, maybe they have their own potential in areas of researching or what, but please don't teach, it's hard to understand what they want to imply, that caused me ended up dreaming, sleeping or even skipping lectures! Well, I know it's my own problem and wrong to not to pay attention, to not have the BIG PATIENCE to listen to their lectures, feel really impressed by those who can actually cope up with and understand their lecture. To be honest, it's better to listen to the online lecture from Clayton somehow even though the chinese lecturer from Clayton couldn't express herself well ( think the lecturer here even worse!), at least still clearly understand what she wanted to say or imply.

Lastly, my semester is coming to an end, and I'm going to be in my 2nd year, but not knowing where to go yet since the campus here does not offer civil, maybe considering going back (Aussie is pretty high recently =( ) or transferring to other universities.

How are ya?

What have I been doing for this weekend? Well, I went to Glen Waverley yesterday to visit my relatives and had lunch with them in a Chinese restaurant eating dumplings, not bad! And we all had a wonderful lunch and conversations =D After that, they brought me around the town~

Seriously! Glen Waverley is way bigger than Clayton, it got varieties of restaurants and shops and even a large shopping mall( not to be surprised, most shopping malls here are seriously larger than the Spring, haha ) And my uncle told me that most Asians (mostly Chinese) staying in the area, so there's a lot of Chinese restaurants, hawker stores and blah blah, you can even find Malaysian food there, what bak ku teh, laksa, even KOLO MEE! Only the price that matters! LOL!

Hmm, that's all for yesterday~ While for today, I did nothing but staying at home =[ Just wanted to share my dinner, instant noodle adding some broccoli =3=

Awww kayy, what am i been doing this few days for the starting of my summer holidays excluding staying at home looking at my lappy and staring at facebook?Well, below are some photos taken by me (p.s with my crap phone of course!) and most of them are food! =P

Chocolate by the bald man!

Yummy milk shake

Chocolate strawberries dip =P

(p.s. see how crappy my phone is, part of the photo corrupted)

Oh no! It was ruined before I can capture it! =(

Pork Ramen

The sotong balls (sounds rude... coz i forgot what its name is and named it myself ;p) and the unagi fried rice(Good!)

Blogging what!

At last!!! I finished my finals yesterday, feeling a lot better without those annoying revisions! Ha!

Well, it's been a while i'm staying here in Melbourne, and in 29 days, i'll be back to Malaysia! Haha! Quite impatient of waiting for the time to pass because thinking that when i'm back, i'll get to drive my car without 'P' on it! =p Maybe trying to eat as much food I can, gathering with classmates and friends going to watch movie, jogging, gym, etc.! AND! IT'S BEEN MORE THAN 4 MONTHS STAYING HERE! SERIOUSLY NEED A HAIRCUT!

Hey, iPhone4 been quite popular recently! Did you get yourself an iPhone4 edy? Well, I guess most people do, but not for me yet! Still thinking of getting one or i'll just stick towards my Nokia ;p safe money! BUT! Apple stuffs really attracted me a lot! iPod shuffle, iPod nano 6g, iPod touch 4g, iPads etc. Really spins my head round and round, thinking if I really need them or not? Haha, and most of the time! I ended up with a conclusion saying NO, it's just a waste of money and by the way, Aussie dollars is really strong recently though it keeps dropping today =D ... but it's still high! Boo hoo!

Dad been asking me to find a job since I still got sometime left staying here, but I really don't have any idea about it, is there anyone who's willing to employ people that work less than a month, say 2 weeks? Afraid not and if there is, I really don't know how, anyone out there please give me some advices =D

Oh ya! My seniors been organizing a trip to Grampians National Park on the 27th-28th and i'm attending =D But what should I before that? Maybe go for some shoppings? To buy new clothes for CNY! Woolala, nice idea~ And maybe exploring the city or the neighborhood, taking some photos of the beautiful Spring! Opps! Almost forgot! Still need to visit some of my relatives here! Right, that should make my holidays here a good one!

Speaking of Spring! It's starting to get really warm recently! Never did I wish it would rain so much since I was here, because every time after it rains, the temperature of the next day will sure drop =D

說話

果然，這麼久沒碰中文，感覺好奇怪，好不適應，從小到大的華文教育果然不是讀白的 C=

想說，至少我擁有能夠充分讓我自豪的語言，雖說不是很精通，畢竟如果真要去專研的話，恐怕也會用上一輩子吧？只要能與人溝通，聽得明，看得懂，寫得出，這不就是所有了嗎？

呆在這裡差不多也將近4個月，在還沒出國前，總以為外國月亮會比較園的我，對這四個月前從未踏入的土地，抱著滿分的期待，來到後，真的發覺眼前一片明亮，見到了許多不曾見過的風景，體會到身處四季的感覺，各式各樣莫名的水果，遇到了許多新鮮的事與物。

但這些都是短暫的，從然再多有趣，新鮮的事在你周圍旋轉，少了家人與朋友的陪伴，感覺上還是會有點失落，空蕩蕩；再好的晚餐，如果只是自己一人享用，也會變得乏味。只要有家人和朋友在的地方，不管那是荒漠，還是密林，那裡的月亮肯定都會是最園、最亮的一顆。

說真的（當然我從不會說假的=p），我真的是好想念好想念中學時的生活，若時間可以從來，我會好好珍惜身邊每個人，用心去讀，不浪費一絲的時間，讓我的中學生活不留任何的白與黑，全都是彩色的！但過去總歸過去，不能老是活在記憶中，時間的洪流一直都是往前推，絕不會向後退！所以我們得為自己打照一個紮實，穩固的衝浪板，騎在那洪流之上，不斷地往前看，往前衝！活出自我！

朋友！只要遇到什麼挫折、打擊，都不要輕言放棄，難過時就找個人來聊，哭出來會好很多，不要太過壓抑自己的情緒，到最後整個人都崩潰下去。別忘了！！ 還有我！！我也是你的朋友！！

Oh crap, holiday is ending and I haven't start my assignmentS yet, oh no! @.@

Well, I have been day dreaming and surfing the internet, watching manga for these past few days....

This is not what i planned to do in my holidays!!

I told myself that I should start revising those subjects and finish those assignmentS in this holiday!

And I ended up frustrating about the assignment loads now?

Crap crap crap......... Shouldn't stick here longer, should control myself, Focus! Focus! Focus! on the assignmentS! Ya!

Enjoy Life

Finally, we reached the 9th week of studying in uni, that means that our 1st semester is almost done! Whee~ Will be back to Kuching in early December!! ;) I want to eat as much as i can, enjoy staying with family and friends in Kuching to the fullest before my next semester starts because i don't think i can get back more than once a year...=)

But by the meaning of a semester ending, it means that you need to have your final exam first before ending it!! Well, I don't care now as long there are holidays waiting for me =p exam is just some kind of... well, SOMETHING~ haha One more week to go we'll have our first sem-break!!! For only a week though! And it'll be a busy week alright =S But I'm quite satisfy with it and I'll treasure it very much hehe

In these passed few months of uni, i learnt a lot of things and met quite an amount of people, some of them are nice and some of them are just so wicked(though they don't SEEM to be~), but i learnt to look through with an open mind and get used to them, they are just people passing by in your life, it's impossible for them to knock you down but only giving you the impact to improve and move forward to your final goal, SUCCESS! As long as you face them with courage and with a modest attitude. When they blocked your way, just ignore them. Thanks to them =)

Our life is just as similar as the oscillation of waves, there are peaks and there are troughs. For example,electric waves, if you use a full wave rectifier circuit, there will be no trough by changing the troughs to peaks, so only peaks are left, the same goes for our life, depends only how you handle and look at it =) Whenever you are sad, depressed or having other negative emotions, just pinch your cheeks and feel the pain, YOU ARE STILL ALIVE, there's nothing better than staying alive, so appreciate it, love your family, your friends, the people and everything around you, no matter it is a living thing or not and live to the fullest!


ENJOY LIFE THAT WAS GIVEN

How life has been

Haha,stayed here for more than a month dy and everything is getting better and better everyday, starting to love Melbourne =)

From when I started uni until now, 3 weeks passed dy, and i'm getting busy and busier in responce XD Assignments~ Assesments~ Coming~ Well, i hate the most is functioning those softwares, it's really complicated and you need to input every info correctly or write the correct script to allow it to work =( Frustrated me very much~

And ya, the time here is 2 hours ahead of Malaysia, that makes me feel it runs very fast, a feeling like there's not enough time for me a day =( Well, ya, heard that in the summer time, you still need to add an hour more, so it's 3 hours! Uhuh...


Right! I bought a printer finally!! @.@ Got a printer of your own really helps alot ;) though it's cashy but saves a lot of time and money when if compare to the uni's printer that cost about 12cents per page(vampire lar)!!

;)

黄书包和那最美丽的笑容 ='）

前天在面子书听闻了康旭学姐的噩耗，心情变得很沉重，想说像她那么好、漂亮、开朗、热情的人，上天怎么就这样把她带走。

回想起当初，第一次与她相识是在我入读一中的时候，会认识她是因为我和她都搭同一辆车去上学，她算是我在一中第一个认识到的学姐，在一中第一个认识的人。记得开学那一天因为父母没空的关系，是她带着我到西楼布告栏那去看我的班级，然后领着我到所分配的班，还跟我说了一些要注意的事，叫我放心，不要紧张等等。康旭学姐一直都是那么开朗、幽默，我敢说她的笑容是最美丽最纯真的，就好像是那灿烂的太阳，任谁看到都会被打动，是那种从心而发的笑容 =） 所以她是我的学习对象，是我所崇拜的人。

现在她虽然离去，但她留了许多美好的回忆与她坚韧的精神，这些回忆都会被我们所永远保存着。她是天生的开心果，走到哪，周遭的人都会感受到她的快乐而也跟着快乐 =D 很庆幸能认识到你，很感谢你在我人生的旅途中出现，你永远都会是我心中的天使=D

我会永远记得你的！！！ 谢谢你！！！

黄书包和那最美丽的笑容 =）

How life's been

Well, July is going to end, and i've been hdre for almost a month already, quite a long time =) And i'm starting to get into the situation and feeling better everyday.

The most important lesson i learnt today is you got to prepare earlier before going to a lab class or tutorial, you need to do some researchsand study all the problem sets before attending so that you'll know where your problems are and ask your tutor straightly, not just starting to do those question sets when you are in the tutorial or lab because it will be tough ;)

And oh ya! I went out for a walk around my neighbourhood after attending the last lecture today and it really makes my day. By watching at those plants and trees that look very cool and beautiful, giving me a peaceful and harmonical feeling that really soothen my homesick =) And Melbourne is really a bird paradise, there are many different kinds of birds you can see while walking and they are beautiful, and some of them really look hilarious =))

This is the hilarious bird i mentioned earlier,can you see that? He gt style his hair!! Spicky hair!!

Getting better gua?

Well hi ya!! I'm back, blogging time!! Erm... got a quite clear feeling that my life is getting better here because the heating system is finally repaired and the internet is on!! Getting use to the life here, more or less... ;)

Well well, what i'm studying now is quite similar to what i did in S3......all looks very familiar... =x Aww, how could you expect me to still remember most of them for not studying but playing for the past half year!!!

Okok, i got four lectures (eng1010,eng1050,eng1060,eng1091) and for eng1091, the lecturer makes me really really blur during his talks, somehow don't know why, i can't catch what he wants to say and he got a pretty pretty weird accent that is difficult for me to understand, e.g. points, he pronounces as ponds, at first i was like huh? Where got so many ponds? I can't find them ler? Maybe its another new symbol or element? But its actually POINTS! Aduh... Overall, i can't understand well in his lecture... tiam liaw...

And and i attended the Malaysia Club today because my friend told me that there having a BBQ (gosh, they really like BBQ ==''') at the sport centre and thinking that i might meet somemore people from Malaysia that might cure my homesick XDD ................but it cost me $10........... TT.TT

Life is getting busy and busier!! Goshhhh... still got many notes to to do, many things need to revise, preparations for classes and blah blah blah...

Hi guys, it's been more than a week since i arrived in Melbourne. Well, to be honest, it's not as what i expected haha... Maybe because i'm in the suburb, not the urban areas haha, but should be feeling lucky for that =-D

There's a lot of new things i experienced these few days that make me feel more like a NOOB. First of all, it's the cashing machine in the super mart, there isn't any cashier helping you to do the paying stuff, it's all up to you, on your own using a self-identifying machine, well it makes me embarrassing and nervous for the first time =.=
The second thing was that, there's a lot of asian people here, you could hear different languages no matter you're in the train, bus or every where, but most of them speaks english while chinese and cantonese come on the second... The thrid thing is the weather here, it's damn freezing especially when you're outside, vulnerable towards the wind... >"< ...

Aww kay, my uni is ridiculous big, so till now i'm still not familiar with where is where now, and what i do is just following Clifford! haha ... so i wouldn't get lost... And and!! There's two banks in the campus central!! + Apple computer shop+ pharmacy+ clinic+ restaurants and blah blah blah............... just like a shopping centre -0-

In conclusion......... HIGH EXPENSES ... swt =='''

Another piece of article (LOL)

Well well well, my 1st IELTS intensive course starts from today~ Why is it intensive you asked? It's because i'm going to take the test in a 4 weeks time for 12 lessons to gain more confidence when i'm having the real one on the 8th of May, wish me luck~ hehe

Aww kay, i'm in a rush today in order to attend the course at 12 noon @ around Green Heights while i'm still in town when in it's 11 o'clock, and the issue that irritates me the most is i'm having a stomachache on my way home, GEEZ! I didn't experience such terrible feeling since i graduate from school because most the time I stayed at home, so there's no worries about it as there's toilets for me all the time when the 'feeling' comes ~.~ Well right, at last I reached the place and parked my car at the Cold Storage's car park, because it's FREE OF CHARGE wahaha, i'm smart~ And walked to the tuition center not far away~ See, this is how you should save your money =p rather worrying about changing your coupon every half an hour LOL!

Well~ I'm not feeling well during the class maybe just because that stomachache earlier~ Feeling dizzy over the times @.@ Moreover!!! There's something wrong with my car's air conditioner!! It doesn't provide me cold air or wind or whatever you say, what comes out from it, it's warm and hot!! WTF! @.@ It's okay in the morning because it was raining, but in noon?? Oh my mama ( i don't use OMG, cause I didn't have a G,LOL)

Really hates the frequently raining in this month, cause whenever I drive my car out to cincai anywhere, it gets DIRTY!!! Arrghhh !! And i've been washing my car again and again not more than 3 or 4 days time!!
TT.TT Worn out totally ._.

An awesome movie that you can't miss for 2010

Went to watch ' The Lovely Bones' at the Spring yesterday afternoon with a groups of friends. The plot of the story is well planned and handled, it gave the audiences surprises and more surprises, it's a kind of movie that you think that you could easily figured out the end, but the true ending of the movie and the ending that you think is totally different and way better, that's why made the movie successful and full of meanings.


The story starts around the 70's with a peaceful American neighborhood as its background, the main character of this movie was a charming girl named Susie, she was the eldest child of the family, among a brother and a sister, she's active and had a nice hobby of taking photos, wishing to keep a snap shot of every wonderful moments BUT she was rapped and murdered when she was 14 years old... and the story continues



A wonderful movie, it gives me GOOSE BUMPS

Saturday night

NUR: 25 XDDD

It's my first time playing bowling ball yesterday and it's quite fun and funny!

It's located at the 3rd floor of BDC Everise and its about RM4++ to RM5++? Include the shoes exclude the socks, so you need to bring your own socks or you'll force to buy them for RM2.40 unless you can escape from the eyes of the workers!!! Anyway, it's cheap!! Good to kill time especially you have nothing to do =D

Here goes nothing

Okay, I know it's long I didn't update my blog and almost every time when I post a new article I always said so...

Well, I'm still having my holidays break for almost half a year by now and nothing change much because guess what! I've been staying at home for most of the time, but sometimes do will go out for breakfast, lunch or even dinner with my friends and classmates that are still in their holidays too, but some of them have find a job or a well scheduled holiday planning, left only me the useless ones keep facing the damn boring internet and TV the whole day due to the fcuking application thingy. It doesn't meant that I didn't ever think of making good use of my holidays, it just that whenever I think of wanting to do something, i'll always stop at the thinking part without carrying it out~ e.g.: Like I said before that I wanted to self study for IELTS and I went to buy or borrow some reference books right? But after I got them, they were place aside almost for weeks without touching them or even starting yet!! Would you believe that?? XDD

Another things that I learned recently is don't ever believe what Norman said because at the beginning of March he jio me to learn hapkido and said that he would call me as soon as possible but no news was heard since then =..= Facts tell us that promises are all bullshits! ahahaa

Follow on, my parents keep asking me how was my uni's application things been going on and whenever they saw an advertisement or two from the newspaper they would always asked me to try to apply for this or that local uni or college cause they thought that my result isn't qualified for others school maybe because I act so disappointing after I received my result. My result really disappointed me a lot but I must clear my situation that I'm still not in the worst one yet cause I can at least apply for the uni I want and get into their degrees but not medicine or pharmacy of course! They insulted me without their own intention when they asked me about these and since you called me to apply the schools by my own at the very first place without caring, why would you care by now then? I've been doing many things on my own without their helps not because I want to just because they don't care since don't know when. But i'm glad to be like this cause i'm not like some others people who are babied by their parents, depend their parents in everything even though they are adults themselves and most will have a snobbish behavior, like to show off in front of others, just like those children in China now, but there are exceptions too =)